THERE IS NO SOMETIME......

          THIS IS THE WAY EVERY DAY STARTS WITH ME.......I GET OUT OF BED EARLY......BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN THE REST OF ME IS FUNCTIONING !!!!!   AS MY LIFE IS SLIPPING BY DAY BY DAY ........"THERE IS NO SOMETIME......THERE IS NOW OR NEVER!".......SO WHEN YOU GET OLD......THAT IS OLDER......IF THERE IS SOMETHING YOU WANT TO DO.......DO IT!  I AM SO HAPPY AND THANKFUL FOR THE SWEET PEOPLE WHO MADE IT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO GET TO OKLAHOMA AND NORTH DAKOTA........AND WHY?........JUST BECAUSE!  I HAVE HAD A GOOD LIFE AND THE FEW BUMPS HAVE BEEN FOR A REASON.......SO I COULD KEEP GROWING AND LEARNING AND NOW I FEEL THE REASON ONE OF MY GIRLS WILL NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH HER FAMILY  IS SO SHE CAN GROW AND SO CAN WE......I HAVE FINALLY PUT THAT BUMP IN IT'S PLACE AND AM MOVING ON HAPPILY IN MY LAST YEARS.
       I AM ENJOYING HAVING KEN LIVE WITH ME WHILE HE SERVES HIS MISSION.  I WAS NOT FOR THEM LETTING HIS OTHER GRANDMOTHER SIGN HIM UP FOR A "BRAIN CHANGE" COURSE THAT HE HATES AND HE DOES NOT LIKE HIS GRANDMOTHER WHO PICKS HIM UP TWO DAYS A WEEK.......IT BECAME OBVIOUS WHEN SHE CAME TO GET HIM MONDAY AND HE TEXTED HER......."GO AWAY".......I JUST HAD TO LAUGH.......I AM GLAD I AM THE FAVORITE.
          YOU REALIZE LIFE IS LIKE A BOOK..... SOME CHAPTERS ARE SAD......KARRIE, DON  LEAVING US ETC......SOME ARE HAPPY......WHEN I HAD THREE BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTERS AND NINE GRANDCHILDREN AND  A GREAT-GRANDSON.....SOME ARE HAPPY.......ALL MY YEARS OF TRAVELING THE WORLD........SOME ARE EXCITING.......LAST WEEKEND......BUT IF YOU NEVER TURN THE PAGE YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT THE NEXT CHAPTER HAS IN STORE FOR YOU.......I WONDER?????
         WHEN SHALL WE LIVE IF NOT NOW?????   WOKE UP TO A WHITE WORLD THIS MORNING AND MORE SNOW TONIGHT......WILL WINTER IN UTAH EVER END?  I AM SO ANXIOUS TO GET MY PATIO FURNITURE OUT AND PLANT FLOWERS.....MAYBE NEXT  WEEKEND?????