Thursday, August 24, 2017

I DON'T UNDERSTAND......


I LOVE THIS PRAYER........
MY FAMILY CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHY I DON'T WANT TO GO THROUGH THE TEMPLE.........SEEMS TO ME....IT IS JUST A THING YOU DO SO YOU CAN BRAG YOU HAVE DONE IT.......I HAVE NO PARTNER TO RETURN TO OR WITH......AND THERE WILL BE NICE PEOPLE WHERE EVER I END UP.....I AM SURE.  AT 85 HOW BAD CAN IT BE TO HAVE A CUP OF COFFEE OR A GLASS OF WINE ......A COUPLE OF THE ENJOYMENTS I HAVE LEFT AT THIS AGE........AND IF I GO THROUGH THE TEMPLE I HAVE TO PROMISE GOD I WILL NOT DO THAT ANYMORE.....TOO MANY PEOPLE I KNOW HAVE GONE THROUGH THE TEMPLE .......THEN TOOK OFF THEIR GARMENTS WHEN CONVENIENT TO WEAR A FANCY DRESS.....DRINK COKE BY THE GALLON ETC.   IF I DON'T PROMISE GOD......THEN AT LEAST I AM NOT BREAKING A VOW.....PLUS THE PROMISE.
ECCLESIASTES 5:4-5
WHEN THOU VOWEST A VOW UNTO GOD AND DEFER NOT TO PAY THAT WHICH THOU HAS VOWED.....BETTER IT IS THAT THOU SHOULDEST NOT VOW, THAN THAT VOW SHOULD VOW AND NOT PAY.
FOR SOME REASON........THIS IS WHERE I AM STUCK......I GUESS ALL I CAN DO IS JUST KEEP PRAYING FOR THE ANSWER........(this has been on my mind for a long time and every time someone thinks i need to go through the Temple.)

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